of feeling things that I don't want to feel. I sometimes wish I didn't have any attractions to anyone. Then life would be so much easier. When you "like" someone you have a chance of getting hurt in many ways. For instance they could not "like" you back, they could leave for two years, you could be thinking about them so much and they don't even know, you could see them and after they're gone you could feel like you missed an oppurtunity.
Okay. So my problem was today at church. There is this certain life thats cool, and I saw him and then he was gone and then I was gone, and I just feel like if I could only get my nerve things could happen... even if they're not what I want. I need some kind of closure or opening into the future. Its annoying not knowing what people think. Im getting really sick of feeling things for guys who don't care or even know that I'm here. Why can't I just not have attractions? That would be simpler.
MUCH SIMPLER!
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