The Camera Speaks To me

Well I'm so deep, the whole world would be drowning. But, they wouldnt know it. Cause I'm that deep.


"I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see. "

Its not that the days are too short, its just that I'm too far. Far away from the life I love. It really did take me moving away from everything I loved to realize, I do miss it so so much. All I wanna do is go home. I dont care if I'm bringing these depressing thoughts into my life. Its what I want!! so I will. In 8 days. Be home sweet home. Its great, me and my mom have been understanding each other more lately. I feel we're getting closer. Which is so good for me, because we never have. I am overly joyful about that. I dont neccessarily want to be best buds with her, but I want to know that she loves me, and is proud of me. She doensnt even know how much of an influence she has on me. I am so excited to go home, and kind of start over. Its like taking a breath of fresh air. Away from all my troubles at school.
and yes.... I cant wait.