Im going to be honest. I want to go to WV, and I don't want to WV. Its like I'll be starting all over again. I'm going to be leaving my best friends, my family, my photography business thats starting to get noticed, and my life. I don't want to leave everything that I've worked so hard on. Because YES, friendships and relationships take work. I don't know if I'm ready to leave. I'm terrified. I wish with all my heart that I could just stay here and have a job here and move to provo with Mayli and do everything I REALLY WANT. BUT then there is a side of me that wants to go to a new place and see new things. I'm just so confused and I just don't understand how I feel right now. I keep having these dreams that I know I'm going to die. What could this mean??? WHAT!? I'm truly truly scared... I'll be the first to admit it! How am I going to make friends, when I already have the bestest friends already? How could life get any better than it is right now? ghae;itahweiyehyi#%^&$#$!!!! I Just need to take it one day at a time I suppose. I just pray that it doesn't end up like Idaho.
That just made me soooo messed up.
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