The Camera Speaks To me

why?
why can't I say the words
I've been dying to tell you.
They just wont come out.
I try to play it cool,
but I'm only fooling myself.
I wnated you to know how i felt.
but now its too late,
we probably wont see face to face.
Your moving here,
I'm moving there
How could this work,
there's so much to fear.
So far away,
could it work out?
We'll never know.
I never spoke up.

the sun is shining
and I'm feeling fine.
Let the beams
fall down on my face
like rain in autumn.
Lets ride this board
and never stop.
just keep running
and lets not drop,
down to our neees
this is what we needed.
come on summmer,
Let us be free.

Feel the Pavement under you feet,
turn up your ipod, listen to the beat.
sun shines down onto your face
feel the sweat and your heart race.

learning new tricks on a summer day,
call up all your friends and ask em to play
tearin up the streets with your new set a wheels.
nothing will stop us, not even our heels.

Will you think of me?
when I'm gone?
Will you remember all the times
we sat outside on your lawn?
Staring into the sun,
our eyes burning from the bright rays
all we wanted was an escape.

to the clouds we will fly!
jumping, hopping, takin flight.
.........
blah.

i looked outside today,
the sun was shining.
I could no turn away
my eyes were smiling
the warmth beat down
and hit my face
it fell so good
I never wanted to erase.
Erase the feeling of happiness

So, Today I went to a funeral. One of my best friends grandma died. The look on her face, as she walked to take her seat was love and sadness at the same time. Sad, because she knew her grandma left. But at the same time she knew that her grandma was returning to be with her husband. One of the speakers said that the husband wanted her to be with him so bad, that she died early and he took her to heaven. That was beautiful to me.

I found out today
that theres a baby on the way
it hurst so much
to think shes lost touch.
with herself and her morals
to betray her body and goals.
but the little one insider her
will grow and grow
for she will not harm her
She will not let go.

You've had my back,
when I needed you most.
you never let me down
we've never been so close.
Only movin forward,
never grown apart.
this might sound crazy
but you've got my heart.

forever friends
we'll be
Friends forever,
you'll see!
together forevermore
its an open door
to keep growing
more and more.



So, this was my first day.
30 more to go.
This song is about me and my bff.
I know its not amazing lyrics, but its the truth.
It sounds much better with guitar.