I'm sorry for the past.
I wish it would've never happened.
racism is such a cruel thing.
I can't help it.
I wasnt alive then.
If I could I would change it.
Sometimes, I think to myself, Do people that arent white, hate me just because I am white?
I see people post videos on Youtube on how White people treat them
so bad and things. I just think that You shouldn't say that. I'm white and
I didnt treat that person bad, so why categorize it?
I dont go around saying that brown people or any other color treat me bad.
I base it on the person, and what they've done to me personally.
I can't be so vague and say its a whole race, or a whole color.
Sometimes I wish I could be anything other than white,
because of the past of white people, who think they
can rule over everything.
I'm Sorry! I'm sorry I'm in the Majority of people.
I NEVER want people to think I'm racist. Cause I know I"m not.
I dont even know what I"m saying right now, but it makes sense to me.
I dont want people to think I'm "acting better" than them just because I'm white.
I dont think about that.
Color Is Nothing to me.
It honestly doesnt matter to me if your black, white, Orange, blue, anything!
I DONT CARE.
Its how youare as a person. and how you treat me.
I have a job
I have money
I'm Fit
I'm Healthy
I'm beautiful
I'm smart
I'm Ready
I'm Everything.
Positive thoughts, will bring everything into my life.
Ahh. The New year brings on many new possibilities for me to accomplish things I've wanted to accomplish, to try things I've never tried, and to learn things ive always wanted to learn.
Resolution #1. Take Risks
Resolution #2. Write Daily
Resolution #3. Love My Body/ Lose Weight, Gain Confidence
Resolution #4. Read Daily
Resolution #5. Remember Everything
Resolution #6. Care about myself, but not what others think
Resolution #7. NO SUGAR
Resolution #8. Learn Guitar Better.
Resolution #9. Find a Guy
Resolution #10. Be a Better Friend and Family Member
wow. I gotta lot of work to do. hmm.
Peace.
Arielle.
Happy New Years!
I went to Newphoria and Saw David Archuleta!! ahh. That was lovely. I touched his Hand like 3 times. Yeah. mmhmmm. It was fantastic. Mayli got kissed, i was so excited for her! It was so cool. She doesnt even know how pretty she is sometimes. She gets lost in thinking that everyone wants this other girl... but its so not true. :(
I saw my H.S. crush there. WEIRD. He's nothing to me. NOTHING! but secretly... he's everything. I also saw an angel there. I swear he was a model! He had blonde luscious hair and tall, and rosy cheeks and everything angelic.
Yeah but new years was fun.
Now my life is great.
Now its complete.
I've seen David.
Peace.
Arielle
