Im going to be honest. I want to go to WV, and I don't want to WV. Its like I'll be starting all over again. I'm going to be leaving my best friends, my family, my photography business thats starting to get noticed, and my life. I don't want to leave everything that I've worked so hard on. Because YES, friendships and relationships take work. I don't know if I'm ready to leave. I'm terrified. I wish with all my heart that I could just stay here and have a job here and move to provo with Mayli and do everything I REALLY WANT. BUT then there is a side of me that wants to go to a new place and see new things. I'm just so confused and I just don't understand how I feel right now. I keep having these dreams that I know I'm going to die. What could this mean??? WHAT!? I'm truly truly scared... I'll be the first to admit it! How am I going to make friends, when I already have the bestest friends already? How could life get any better than it is right now? ghae;itahweiyehyi#%^&$#$!!!! I Just need to take it one day at a time I suppose. I just pray that it doesn't end up like Idaho.
That just made me soooo messed up.
I am lost. I am getting more business for my photography and I want a site that people can come too. Should I make a new blog for just my photography? Or should I just post all the pictures here?? Or make a website... which I will only do if its free.. GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHAGJETJKJGTLJGKR$#%^$W^#W&!!!
This girl is great! She's one of my new favorite artists. She's got soul! She's got jazz. She's got class. She's got TALENT! LOVE HER!
So I was asked to take engagement pictures of this gorgeous couple. I was feeling so nervous when they asked me because I had never done them before. So I asked my friend Megan if she would let me take fake engagement pictures of her and her boyfriend. She was so kind and said she would! Here they are
I am in LOVE with pastel colors right now. This image is possibly the reason why- 
windowsill II
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Also partially this movie
I want all of these desperately.
Oh the things this movie made me want to do, to be!
1. I want to learn the beautiful language of french.
2. I want to be inspired by the arts, literature, everything around me.
3. I dont want a man to be in the way of my dreams.
4. I want to go to Paris! And to travel the world.
5. I want to be fancy and dress nice, ALWAYS!
6. I want to be EDUCATED!
This movie was a refreshment to my ears, eyes, and to my life. Not only could I listen to the soundtrack all day, but I could look at their outfits all day! I love that time period, whatever that may be, and the way they dressed so classy. I would LOVE to be like that. I think I have found a new favorite genre of music because the music on this soundtrack makes me want to be in love, WITH LIFE!
NY.
Thats how I want to be. HEALTHY. FIT. ATTRACTIVEEEEE!!!!
Her Style
Her Hair
Her Body! Cause I have big boobs, and so does she.. kinda! haha.
Do I usually do this at midnight?? NO! This must mean I love this movie more than my sleep! 10 STARS!!! 10 I say!! I am In love with this movie. Not only is there a really good looking fella, there's really GREAT acting. I felt the emotions they felt. They made me believe everything. It was not this crappy chick flick, it had true feeling and emotions. I will definetely be watching this many more times!
this might sound lame to many, but I went to Family home evening by myself. Which is huge for me. I never usually go cause I'm afraid I'll be all alone... well this time I just did it. I mean I knew of friend sthat would go but I basically went by myself. And it was amazing! I had so much fun! I was laughing the whole night. :)
I'm so happy. I crawled out of my shell, okay, maybe not crawled, but I peeked from under it. I am so glad. I feel like a little bit of a change is coming. Its gonna take me a few more baby steps to reach that change, but it is surely making its way down my neighborhood.
These are some of my favorites off flickr. Thank you everyone for the inspiration. So many ideas you have given me. I LOVE IT! So excited for the future life!
this is tougher than i thought
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the beginning
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red hair
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I'll squint at the sun and my shoulders will pray for the ground
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summer skin
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